I think I just figured out what the e might mean. It looks like it's about to roll off the edge. And maybe it means everyone? I dunno what the actual letter choice means beyond that possibility, but I'm pretty sure it is meant to look like it is attempting suicide.
True death is not the answer even though it seems so. Even if you don't believe me there are people who love you and if you commit suicide, their hearts and souls would die with you. Don't spread the pain, try to heal it. Remember we are all strong, you just might not know it yet. If you get knocked down, pick yourself up for the sake of those who truly care for you, and if you can't push through by yourself, swallow the pride and find someone who will help you, a friend or family member would be nice but it should be someone close who you can trust. If anyone reads through all of this just know I send my support!